Thursday, January 23, 2003
Which Avril Lavigne Song Are You?
ehhs. im complicated mans. lol. ehh went to sch todae as per normal luh.
WhAt kInd Of kId ArE yOU?
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cus im a normal person whut. lols. lessons were okae todae. passed very fast, maths ca sucked. i did it for like 20mins. den fran and roach came so i just told kunna i din wanna do it animore and went for photo-takg. took a picture wif diyana on my shoulder for ard 5-7 mins k ! omg. my shoulder omost broke. den after tt durg eng class lee yoke teng was bloody mean to clarabelle mans. lYt : clarabelle stop playg wif the wire or i will strangle u wif it , but it will probably break luh. LOL k. the whole class was laughg like mad lor. i bet she was dammit maluated.
What Breed of Hamster Are You?
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im wild and free. lols. but my heart is wif [you]
art was dammit fun todae. played wif lotsa fruits. and ate sum oso ? after sch stayed back with jayne and supposed to stay back wif bern too. but she dunno fly where so nvm luh. den after tt saw lavinia they all den they kept starg at me like mad lor. but i din go for traing cus huihui told me it was cancelled oredy whut. so i dun hafta train under them whut. but huihui did tell me she hoped to see me nxt tues. so i dunno luh. den me and jaynesie found my daddy alone in the canteen den we went to tok to her. den read all her msges. LOL. so dammit funny k. den after tt it started raing so my daddy's daddy fetched me hme and jaynesie went hme alone. and den she sms-ed me. so nuw sms-ed colinn. durg lee yoke teng's lesson todae me and jayne kept listeng to discman. so funn k ! ohh yuh. i dreamt of ratina last nite. so LOL k. cus dreamt of her tellg me she was gonna get married ? dreamg of weird stuff nuw a daes.
missgyalots !
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Wednesday, January 22, 2003
ai jiu shi. yi fen xin gan qing yuan.
todae was rather fun in sch. the lessons were slack. im burng a cd nuw. lols. intend to listen to it durg class tmr. yesterdae my bro's fren mudder came. cus my bro had so happen to bite tt guy. until his hand turned blue black. and when his mum left my mum was like : even though tt guy is realie very irritatg, ur bro is sucha spoilt brat. den so happened tt after my bro got caneg when he went into the room me and my mum were watchg 'mind matters' wanted to watch moulmein high but the time slot changed i guess. so went mum was watchg she was scoldg my bro. mum: u wan me to end up like dis mad woman is it. bro: huh? mum : watch dis shuw. listen ! the woman is gg mad. im oso gg mad. u wan me to b lidat cont. doin all ur shit luh. den my dad came out of the toilet. dad : sam .. whut she tokg abt ? me: woodbridge. dad: HAHAHA. lols. and the story goes on. my weird family.
lols. sum weirdo send jayne a weird pic. msg. wif a "chai shen ye". den the msg goes "money come,money come.! im d money god! if u send me to 8 of ur fren,u will be visited by me very soon" LOL. madsie. hmmms. went to mos for lunch after sch todae. mos the strawberry milkshake sucked. drank half threw half. den went to kimsie's hse to play tennis wif gerry kim and dan. dong left aftr lunch cus she din tell her mudder she was gg out. erms. found out why we hafta go for traing tmr for "huihui's sake" oredy. cus apparently the ex seniors wanna tok to us. and ex is realie ex. as in 3 yrs ago ? until we were not even under dem before ? so they wanna tok to us. so tmr sure kena scoldg. argh. i dun intend on quitg. but i haf a dammit bad temper. so i tink tt if i so happen to get scolded by dem until im realie dammit frustrated i will decide to quit on the spot. argh.
tennis at kimsie's hse was. erms. kinda borin cus onli played for ard 1hr ? or even less. after tt took a bad home cus i left my fone at jayne's hse and couldnt contact my mum so i had to b hme early. cab fair was 7 bucks k. and kim's hse is like soo near mine lor. reached hme got scolded by my dad like ani shit. cus my hP bill exceed again. and dad says im wastg too much time on it. roars. den jaynesie tot i was angry wif her cus she answered my mudder's call. but i wasnt luhs lols. for whut mans. hmms. had bloody canteen duty todae. and like we put back all our plates can. den we they sae kimberly and gang. den jo teo was like : those frm 3/3 can stay out of class foreva. den me and gerry kept laughg den we were like shit. lols. den gerry called me at 8+ and kept sayg tt she is dammit scared for tmr. LOL. mad woman. goshers. i haf an maths ca tmr. and i din even do anithin. shacks. cant do anithin nuw but tink of u. hrmms. shit. aniwaes gg off liaos and mayb im gonna call my peabrain. after all i miss her ! LOL. nites.
baby baby tell me nuw.
do u wanna b my baby.
missgu.lovgu.hopgufeelthesameway.
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003
i was onlie thinkin' 'bout u
hopin' u were thinkin' 'bout me
two hearts beatin just like one against the world ..
baby ..
i was onlie thinkin bout u
hopin u were thinkin bout me ..
i could never live one dae without ur love ..
just came back frm dinner wif the elders of hme. yaysie. got a new com monitor flat screen one ? so happie. so my mudder is intendg on putg a com in my room since we haf two screens and she intends on letg me haf the flat screen one ? yaysie =D after all we onli needa buy another lcd and tt's all. sch was okae todae i guess ? lessons were okae .. din slp todae at all. so happie .. todae onli onli huihui sms-ed me .. she ask me dz gerry and helena to go for traing for her sake .. i feel realie so bad nuw .. after all she has groomed us to be quite okae players lor .. just dl-ed the song i wanted to dl for so long can. bought sum realie soft candy just nuw ? chewed on it til my gums were tired. had bloody councelg todae. gosh. it was soo borg and the stupid councellor made me dis leader of a grp. like huw the heck does she expect me to control a bunch of lian and bengs. after tt me and helena ate potatoes=whip potato and wedges= and kfc while waitg for my elders to come and they fetched helena hme .. tmr kim they all wanna com to my hse again. play tennis. lols. we are like gg mad abt tennis oredy .. mayb its kinda fun luh ? but we still dunn reali knuw huw to play lor ! roars. colinn sms-ed me too. heard abt the shit she did. and she finalie decided to listen to me but tt idert din tell her ******* anithin lor ? aniwaes gtg oredy came online just to blog while my elders went to ntuc.
jo teo : ms yong if u carry on lidat u will see urself sittg here nxt yr again. me : jayne ! LOL. jo teo wants u to sit here while they are demolishg the sch nxt yr. =LAME.= lols. =P
ohh yuh forgot abt sumthin. helena asked me to go for blah blah luh ! crazy. mad woman. she is soo mad. i will not mans. i got sumone else in mind. and tt's [you] .. hmms. blah blah met with a flasher todae mans. lols. she smsed me abt it i was like whut ?! lols.
blah blah : omg ! im gg to the police station todae ! me: huh why did u get caught while shopliftg ?! blah blah : noo. i met a stalker and he followed me home and stripped pants down. omg his so long. i bet he went for externer. LOL. she is soo mad.
lookg for u.
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Monday, January 20, 2003
and yes i miss gerry and samsee now. =( --- lols. i tink i too long nv go and read ppls blog oredy ? dis was take frm jayne's blog. but she like blogged it on tuesdae the 14th of jan ?! LOL. okae fine im sluw luhs .. hmms. my bro is sucha ass. evrythin oso will go and freeze. todae he froze erasers. madness k. roar. the childish satay bitch is realie getg on my nerves mans. ohh whut the phuck. evryone is getg on my nerves now a daes ! argh. roar-ness. havg diarrheoa nuw. =D miss u lots.
hopg to see u.
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went to sch todae and jayne is sooo dammit luckie hjac yip forgot all abt her mans. LOL =D erms. went for tennis tryouts in yck to get into the cca. the coach looks so =P his like dammit skinny ? and he walks as though his knees cant take his body weight and it shakes as he walks ? hmms. got into the cca. =heng= wahahas. after tt went to kims hse. den reached hme ard 7+ and dammit hungry so bathe den faster eat .. ehh .. onli spent 1.40 in sch todae ! so happie. LOLS. =saving money for u= lols .. hmms. irc nuw so farnie *** colinnx` is now known as ilovesam den i change *** phuckdown is now known as duh- ..
hmms. "sometimes i just wished tt she wasnt that straight forward.this totally sucks" like whut the hell. at least bein straight forward is better den backstabg sumone else lor. she shd b thankful i told her dis straight to her face and not bhind her back k.
---- colinnx`> shes fair too
colinnx`> HAHA
phuckdown> den ?!
phuckdown> hmms.
colinnx`> cos i remembered you said that u i like fair girls
colinnx`> hahaha
colinnx`> but nvm
colinnx`> i have you
colinnx`> LOL
phuckdown> LOL
phuckdown> im not fair leh !
phuckdown> huw !
phuckdown> LOL
colinnx`> quite lar right ?
phuckdown> hmms.
phuckdown> im fair mehs ?
phuckdown> LOL
colinnx`> yar
lols. my peabrain is the first person ive heard abt to tell me tt im fair ? LOL. madness. i dun even tink im fair lor ! hmms. do u like fair too ? maebe if u do i'll sae im fair. lols. okae .. nth else to log abt oredy .. ohh yuh took class pic todae.
anithin for u
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cant ppl stop actg big. get off my nerves mans. hate it when ppl act dis way. hmms. childish satay bitch has finalie stopped irritatg me. like she backstabbed me like ani shit and she dare to come and tok as though nth happened to me and ask if im angry wif sumone else ? like whut the @#%&&%#$ is wrong with her ! and nuw sum $!@$#@$% ass comes and tells me : ohh one thing i knuw u are always rite, tt's whut u thing. ohh like whut the !@$!@^$^%$^%^ is wrong wif her mans. i nv said im always rite k. and i hate her and hate tokg to her not cus she ALWAYS saes tt i assume things and always think im rite. but the thing is i cant stand her cus she has NEVER and i sae NEVER been interested in judo so why is she like so SUDDEN like dammit interested lidat. -phuck. my mudder just came over and ask me whut i was readg den i faster close she keep askg me den its like. no privacy can. phuck. den i sae nth den she down dere : im ur mudder and i cannot knuw. ur getg damn rude nuw a daes.- whut the phuck is her prob can. cant i get privacy ? u mean she gave birth to me she must knuw evrythin ? shdnt haf went out wif my parents todae. sucked like shit. argh. nuw dad naggin oredy arghs. gg off nuw. hate the feelg im getg nuw.
wishg u were here wif me.
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hmm.turned on the tv and watched channel u for a while. celest chong was on .. quite chio luhs .. and her voice not bad but the way she sing so HAHA ?! her legs will move together wif the music den she like jump jump one ? hmm. tot of u todae. okae .. since when i dunn. arghs. getg dammit pissed wif sum childish satay bitch now. why the phuck cant ppl get the point and stop botherg sumone else. my life has been ruined -shoots.dad just walked in on me. luckily he din realie read.- hmms. my life has been ruined by lets just round it off to two ppl first. phucked up mans. gtg blogg later. gg out.
missin u.
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dis will be the last quiz tt i'll b doin for the dae .. suppose to wait for colinn to shit finish den tok to her but like. im tiredd. so i guess i'll just go and slp. but still tinkg of [you]
*Are You in Love?*
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im in love ? lols. and wif [you] .. cant believe it though. but yuh. wif [you] cant stop tinkin of u evrydae evrynite. roar-ness. why ! hate the feelg. dun wanna tell u anithin. cus if i tell u, would u reject me badli ? but i rather u do tt as i dun wan u to cheat on my feelgs. as mine is for real to u.
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What swear word are you?
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okae .. colinn did dis quiz and while she was doin it, i realised tt she would very much like to put on nail polish but she's a bung so its will just spoil her reputation. so she decided against it. but she just wants too. and she likes it blue.
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hmms. lols im a sweetheart. hopg tt [you] are lookg at dis and mayb u might tink tt im realie a sweetheart and consider me ifi so happen to tell u ? but still. dis is all but a dream. nothin gd will come out of it. u will nv feel the same and i still dun haf the guts to tell u anithin. so fergedit though. dun wish to get hurt no more.
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okae .. colinn is so undefined. dis quiz is she do wan.wahahas.
Find your Role-Playing
Stereotype, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Angel.]
and she is a pleasure slave .. goshers. my peabrain a pleasure slave ?! i wonder whu she pleasures ! wahahahas ..
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Saturday, January 18, 2003
ohh yuh forgot to sae tt i miss and love jayne. *crosses fingers* its the truth. i miss lotsa ppl luhs. but dunn wanna name dem. or evryone will knoe. wahahas. actualie i miss [you] the most. [you] and onli [you].can i love.
thinkinof[you] =D
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roar-ness.today has been not a bad day luhs. but jayne just said sumones name tt she sms-ed me and i tink totalli spoilt my dae mans. erms. kim gerry dz and dan came to my hse todae at 1, they ate first den we went to play tennis. omg. tennis is mad. argh. i was holdin dis crazy racquet tt is soo dammit heavy. goshers. kim plays in a weird way. haf u seen anione tt serves backwards !? i just saw it todae. my right hand is so ^$&#&^@#$ pain ! i feel as though my wrist is breakg. gosh. we were playg frm 130 to 3 lidat, den we went opp. to eat and look ard until ard 345 den we went back and gerry kim and dan left to go hme cus kim wanna do hw gerry needa go cath. class. but dong decided tt she still sucks so we cont. to play until ard 5 it started to rain so we went to the gym instead. in the gym til ard 530 den we decided to go back and play but it was still raing so we ended up playg in the car park. against the wall. like squash lidae so me and dong finalli realised tt we play squash beta den tennis k. erms. todae we started off wif 10 tennis balls but ended up wif 4 onli k. cus i smack too hard and hit 4 balls out the court and 7 storeys down mans. and dong hit 2 down. so we were dammit scared too hit too hard.
roar.
ohh baby im missin u.
we used to love so strong,
tell me where did we go wrong.
ohh baby im missin u.
they sae i'll learn to forget,
but it sure din happen yet.
hmms. i hafta a dammit strong feelin tt i would malu myself on mondae but dong they all sae just go luhs. so we are gg dere and try to make my skin dammit thick. and not b shy to b malu-ated. i dun get it. do me helena and gerry realie look dammit close ? ytd, when we saw celest and gang, peabrain was dere with gen oso. den gen shouted : ehh triplets. turn back and let dem look at ur bags. den i tink we were quite malu and gerry stupidli turn while i turn to helena and started laughg.
why m i putg on i strong frnt and not dare to admit my feelgs for u. ROAR.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
argh.feel as though im driftg frm evrythin and evryone. ever since i met u. but why cant i stop tinkg of u still.
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had a okae dae todae i guess. went to sch in the mornin had peace. i was in a dammit bad mood yes. i guess tt's why i tink i offended quite a lot of ppl in class or kinda 'scared' dem ? cus i just blew up and rosemary came to me todae tellg me she was dammit scared. HAHA. cant imagine got ppl scared of me. so rosemary bought me a ruler straight cus i tink now she scared of me oredy luhs den jayne shd now why. lols. hmms. was laughg at jayne durg geog todae cus jac yip was pickg on her like mad. and she omost cried luhs. so poor thing. after sch went to watch the ring. wasted my money the ring was so borg i omost slpt in the theatre so me and helena ended up tokg the whole time instead. after the shuw met my peabrain and we went to meet jayne and sL den saw other ppl.
den when i was gg home tt time met celest and spoke to her for a while. my day was spoilt when i met certain ppl as lookg at the person makes me remember how backstabbed i was. how m i suppose to trust dem animore. no one will knoe how i feel. when i tell anione they will just shrug off and sae : stop tokg abt it luh , she didnt mean it. just make peace wif her.
and how are they gonna knoe how i feel at all. its not dem tt haf been backstabbed. its ME. and onli me.
What Was Your PastLife?
i dunno how to face them animore. however its a feelg deep inside me tt i dun wanna tell anione. inside me dere are mani things tt i tink abt. but how would anione else knuw abt it and why would i wanna tell anione. im afraid of bein betrayed again. the feelg just sucks. but i dun tink anione will tink tt being betray is a nice feelg unless the person is sadistic ? i keep getg the feelg helena and ling are hidin sumthin frm me, mayb im bein paranoid. but i dunno. ever since the incident i've been tinkg alot. mayb i shd just stick to myself and keep evrythin to myself it can b beta as dis way no one will backstab me unless i can do it to myself ?!
What Time of Day Are You?
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hmms. jayne just got hooked up by sum bung ! LOL. nahs just jokin. =D im gg crazy !! i hate dis yr.i hate sec 3 life. cant i go back to sec 2 life instead when i felt so much more carefree den now. for the first time in my life i actuallie feel realie stressed up. arghs. ROAR. realise i haf been doin tt since ytd. but i cant help it alr.
kim they all comg to my hse in 12 hrs time ? not even sure if i'll b able to wake up though. they are comg to my hse to leanr how to play tennis cus like ALL of us onli hold the racquet like once ? so can be considered tt we dunno how to play luh. ohh yuh durg the ring me and helena went in frnt to sit instead cus we couldnt concentrate bhind. den we turn back and saw 5 bags instead of the 5 heads we were suppose to see. gerry, shabie, dong, kim and dan. all of dem were so phreaked out by the shuw and were dammit scared and me and helena just sat dere laughg at dem. and dere was one part where the womans n*****s could be seen and me and helena we tokg softly sayg we could see when, suddenli we heard dong exclaim : omg ! look @ her n*****s ! we were like LOL. aniwae .. guess i blogged enuff for the dae .. needa slp or i tink i'll faint.
p.s:even colinn bluffed me. she called me to call her den she let me tok to gen. and the whole time i tot gen was her and i was tellg gen ALL the cock. now i feel so LALA. =\
hmms.mayb tmr will b a beta dae.
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Thursday, January 16, 2003
argh.dammit.whut the hell mans .. i tink now can die sia .. argh .. feelg dammit left out frm evry single thin in my life now. i actuallie quit judo. argh. now mayb regret quittg luhs.but half of me is tellg me tt i wanna take down my name frm the part i signed to quit. but half of me is just relieved tt i quit and mayb i shd haf done it earlier ? i dunno. but the thing is i quit in a realie stupid kinda mood. i was dammit fed up todae. todae my mood was. DAMMIT lor. stepped into class holdg a fake smile. last night was the worst dae of my life i guess. first time i felt realie so stressed and phucked up. ARGH. now i suddenli realie feel like ROAR-in. haf a complicated life. tt sucks. whu the hell said tt drama's were fun. decided tt mayb tennis is beta den judo. its takes up less time and aiya dunno mans. now a daes im dammit stressed up .. offendg evryone in the world. and nowadaes getg to knoe my frens better mans. one by one backstab me. betray me. i hope no one else would. argh. dunn wanna go to sch. i realise maybe i still like judo. but dere's sumthin in my mind tellg me tt i shdn't join it back. but my dad told me too. i shall see how. very confused now. suddenli haf the urge to tok to the peabrain. askg her advice. not a usual thing but whu cares. mudder is getg on my nerves walkg in and out her room complaing tt her teeth is pain. dada is getg weird. i tink im gg mad soon. im gonna change my click of frens oredy. ohh whutever. hate life now. im sad and confused.
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