Thursday, October 30, 2003

hrms. long time no darn blog. have been too lazy. aniwaes most of my time is spent with gerry so can read her blog. hahs. huwever most excitin thing tt happened to me since the last blog is chasin zhangshanwei. lol. his seriouslie darn frenlie man. and the last contact i had with him is tryin to get him to take the piece of paper some other girl wanted to give him. ahahs.
so 1st dae of camp i din go. bugged my mudder in the mornin abt me bein too tired. den she just left the house without me. lols. i went for the second dae though. onli did flyg fox. dragon boat. and abseilin. couldnt be bothered to do the rest. and tjl's debrief was phuck borin. and darn draggy. so reached home like bloody late. 3rd dae i woke up late. so my mudder scold scold scold. nag nag nag. and just left without me again.
todae checked papers. i bloody hell flunked all my exams. i pray i can get promoted. my bloody chi i actuallie failed man. shocked. but whut to do. lol. den onli passed art. lit failed. but marks were moderated by 4. so passed. but after failin ss it still pulled down my overall humans. haven got back science and geog though. failed maths like shit. but im ard average lehh. cus my class average is 30. i got 31. so maybe im 1 mark above average luh. lol. i can die. so aniwaes pray i can pass eng. and some other sub gets pulled up so i can pass overall. and get promoted. and my art wasnt well done either. so im pretty well dead luh.
and i still can go town after sch. went to fh and hos to look ard. den ate chicken rice. saw my peabrain. ohh this reminds me again tt i needa call her. shall do it later. went home after takin neos and buyin sweets. ohh yuh ppl. i lost my phone. and some shit asshole took it. and fiddled ard with it. heng i terminate line alr. and the flyin fox guyy can still scare me abt nonsense. hahs.
ydae was a day. but i think u forgot. it was pretty well the day of huw our frenship started. but it can bloody well be the way our frenship can end. u can take me for granted. i can treat you the same way, i cannot be bothered by the fact tt you do. if u treat me like shit. dun expect me to treat u like gold. it will mark the end of our frenship. but i dun think you care. so actuallie im bloody hell not bothered at all either. after all i didnt feel much gd of our frenship. you were just prob usin me. so dun think im dumb. and treat me like a dummy. cus if u wanna cont havin your act. the dae i pull of your mask will be the dae tt you will not even knuw whut hit you. shit u. seriouslie u fuck off. go and find some other dummy to play ard with. cus im not a toy. and not some bimbo. i have brains. so if u wanna cont tryg to act all nice and be a hypocrite to me. you. have. just. made. the. biggest. mistake. and to think i was glad to make frens with u at first. i was nothin but a fool.
shit. spoilt my mood again.
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Tuesday, October 21, 2003

blahss. long blog for the mornin. hahs. will be goin to sch in like half an hrs time. and i finalie crapped my way thru my final compo. but its kinad plain and got lotsa empty spaces. nvm. i shall add stuff later if i feel like it. art sucks. im prepared to fail my art paper. and im tired. TIRED ! yawns. i need slp. and gerry is mad she went to slp for 5 mins. like whut diff will it make. ahhas. aniwaes shall go nuw. wish me luck. needa lotsa it for my art. tatas.
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da. =)

blahsss. still online and doin crap art at the same time. ahas. no needa slp alr man. hrms. but started on my final compo at last. but i haven finish the mini compos though. shall crap my way thru the paper later on and pray i dun fail. ahhas. maybe blog later before i go to sch. aniwaes crappin with winnie nuw also. lols. bitchin and talkin nonsense. lol. blahs. hope i dun fall aslp durin the art paper tmr man. hrms. is sorry enough ? im being petty but yuh. i haven cooled. its nuw a barrier to talk to you. blahssss.
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kunda =D my moods comin back =)

blahs. art sucks. sucks art. blahs. until nuw i've onli did my sketches and 5 compositions and my manupilations. im so dead luh. i dun even feel like doin my final piece. im just starin and starin and typin and typin. i can still blog. whoo i rawk man. i must be crazy. and im still chattin online. ohh when i was drawin the hammer i shd have used it to hit my head. blahs ! argh. i shd start on my final piece nuw. but im just starin at the blank piece of paper and gerrty and is measurin the box. i think she is worse den me. blahssss. my manus suckk ! i feel like faintin. okae shall go and do my work nuw. wait no. MUST go and do my work nuw.
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Monday, October 20, 2003

argh. art sucks. i no needa slp tonight alr. blahs. i hate drawin luhh. i cant draw for nuts. and i haven started drawin either ! just ask my maid to go buyy art block sumore. im dyin. and im slpy. i sucha pig. damn.
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Sunday, October 19, 2003

hrms. ydae sucked. hrms. slacked the dae away. was readin blogs when i saw sumthin. hrms must sae i am disappointed. and hurt. and maybe even insulted. hahs. but whu cares. but maybe cus of tt it spoilt my whole dae. den gerry called me to ask me go the poh kim opp my hse to buy the xjsn vcd. den fat lia was at my hse i had to borrow money for her to buy it. but in the end also no promotion thing so i din wanna buy. den had a fight with fat lia. hahs. long story. den ard 6+ left to go j8 for dinner. ate at crystal jade. hrms. the food dere isnt tt fantastic as i tot it would be. but not bad aniwaes. den at the crystal jade bakery had a heatedd argument with fat lia. and auntie cecile just stood dere and watched. and we went to the food court to eat cake and argued with her again. and in frrnt of my mudder i scolded her a bitch. hrms. long story man. ahahs. shall not elaborate anymore. aniwaes ydae totallie sucked luh. and im in no mood to accept apologys at the moment. im still hurt. hahs. but again you wun care. i hate you. im serious.
okae den todae went for cath class. gave the poster to kim. and returned the tape. den had borin lesson of cath class. and just came home. aniwaes my bro is gettin whacked by my dad nuw. i shall not give a damn. gd for him. after all whu ask him to irritate ppl. blahs. im just in a bad mood. and maybe im pms-in. whoo. ahhas. auntie cecile tot i was. cus i scolded fat lia like phuck. but soon she realised tt i just reached my limit. nv got so angry with her before. but yuh. blahs. ohh yuh just remembered durin cath class my teacher was talkin abt the gift of the fruits and all. and i've got the gift of gentleness. =D suit me right. lol.
argh. dunno luh. okae im feelin irritated i see. blahs. fat lia spoilt my day again. saw her todae again. bitch. i dun even have mood for kunda. BLEAH. argh. crap luh.
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Friday, October 17, 2003

hrms. long time no blog already ! ahhas. tt seems to be my first line most of the time when i blog. hrms. aniwaes exams after finallie over !!! whees. ahahs. okae not realie over luh cus i've like got my art paper on tues. but like whu cares abt art right. hahs. so it feels like the end of exams ! whees. hrms. aniwaes had chi paper todae. was trtyin darn hard to copy. but couldnt at all. lol. pray i dun fail chi. its one of the main subs i cant fail. hrms. aniwaes almost fell aslp durin the paper while readin the compre. hahs. darn tired. but time passed damn quickli. and there were ppl cuttin grass downstairs. irritatin.
hrms. aniwaes after the paper walked ard den me jayne gerry decided to celebrate althea's bdae for her ! ahas. but althea decided to go home first so we went to lucky plaza for macs breakfast. tt place is bloody ulu. hahs. although the ppl are frenly the place seems rather dirty. lol. so after tt we walked out and realised it was rainin like mad. den we walked over to far east. and had to run in the rain. hahs. went to fh den hos. met kim dan dong dere. den we left to meet althea. den went to kino bought some mag. den accompanied althea to mos to eat. den gerry and jayne went to "pangsai" lol. and they came back with the chocolate cake after a long time and gave it to althea, the cake got candle sumore. lol. den we went to walk ard. den went heeren and bought shanwei's album like finallie ?! and we got the pass for his auto at heeren. hrms. den decided to go to the airport suddenlie. lol. so we just took a train dere. looked and shanwei's album in the mrt. i got the poster with the dog. hahs. i think im so lucki. den reached and jayne was actin all suaku. like so fascinated. ahahs. but all of us were amazed by the airport luh. i think its darn nice. and i like sg's airport cus i think its darn clean ! hahs. okae. den we just walked ard. den we went to the arrival/departure area for the aeroplanes. den me and jayne were racin the planes. lol. den we walked all the way in frnt and saw some couple smoochin ard. lol. ask them to get a room luh. must make it so public meh. den poor jayne nv take plane before. den we were talkin abt where we went and all and she started whackin me. i think im her punchin bag for the dae. and gerry farts all ard. airport she also must fart. stink the whole airport onli. lol den we decided to go gerry's hse to play mahjong. hrms. so we took the mrt all the way back to tp. but reached ard 6. so decided to home instead after all, all of us we darn tired. aniwaes shall blog later or tmr. lazy to type already. and ohh yuh ! kim bought the shin concert tix for me alr. thx kim ! and im darn broke nuw. spend all muyy money todae. went out with 96. come back with 4. lol. spent too much must start savin again. hrmphs. tatas.
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i miss kunda. lol. start scoldg me again.

Monday, October 13, 2003

kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D kunda =D wo ai ni ! =D
LOL. i think i shall just do 1 row of colours first. do the others some other dae. when im feelin mad again. ahahs.
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hahs. been slackin like forever. i totallie hate geog. i dun understand why they make us study all those volcano crap. its not like singapore has ani shit volcano to erupt. and i dun wanna go ard lookin at rocks thinkin 'erosion'. lol. okae dis is crappy. aniwaes im totallie talkin crap with gerry nuw. and i dun wanna join woodbridge. hahs. but i think im on the verge. ice man's on tv nuw. hahs. his quite cute lehh. and soon the guy is gonna come and 'mo fang' jay. and his seriousli so alike jay. the way they walk and talk and sing. ohh. he can join 'yan yi quan' and be jay junior. bsides he seems frenlier. lol. okaes. im realie goin mad. i wanna get the yg mag. no 198 or is it 199. got energy. okae anione tt sees it can msg me. ahahs. blahs. i needa go out. but i also dun feel like goin out. okae .. the energy's concert in malaysia is phuck temptin. i even receive mails on where to buy the tix in sg. gosh. i seriouslie feel like goin. bahs. ahahs. and kunda's rumours are bloody funny. and one girl send me some dunno whut mail sayg let kunda have his freedom to ahem ? lol. okae let him fulfil his sex drive luh. LOL. okae talkin nonsense again. but tt was whut i was thinkin luh. den i starteed laughin. im gone. seriousli. lol. me and gerry are commentin on stars nuw. LOL. madness. okaes shall blog later maybe. since i realie cant get anithin in for geog. tatas for nuw.
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hao ai kunda -im mad. hahs.-

Sunday, October 12, 2003

lol. i think tt dere's somethin seriousli wrong with me. lol. just nuw i was watchin mtv den got energy's she me tai du. hahs. i was watchin halfway den ahdi appeared, den i seriouslie do not knuw why. but i vomitted. LOL. of all the things i do i vomitted durin energy's mtv ?! lol. and its not like i hate ahdi tt much. but dunno whut came across luh. lol. was damn shocked too. weird man. why did i vomit. but heng not after seein kunda. hahs. love him too much. aniwaes woke up at 920 todae. bathed and cabbed down to church. den after cath class went to buy lunch for my maid bro and myself. den cabbed back. ahahs. nuw waitin for my tutor to come which will be like at 230. so shall slack for the moment. hahs. ohh forgot to sae. i think im mad. i actuallie wrote kunda's name on my exam scripts. for lit ss and chi paper one. lol. hope no morks will be deducted.
tatas for nuw.
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da ! =D

Saturday, October 11, 2003

whee. long time no blogg in my own blog. hahs. aniwaes exams suck. im gonna flunk evrythin luhh. i dun feel like studyin in singapore animore 1 i wanna go some other country to study. hahs. aniwaes ydae went to town for 5 mins with claire. hahs. den went home. cus wanteed to collect the energy stuff. regret takin 159. blahs. made sucha big round. aniwaes. ydae tgif got energy. the best thing is my mum called home just to tell me got energy. hahas. and my peabrain msged me tellin me got energy also. i think nuw the whole world knuws i like energy already luh. ahahs. i miss kunda. ahahs. okae i so think im goin nuts. im even thinkin of goin to the energy concert in malaysia nuw man. lol. im seriousli gone. okae i needa concentrate on my studies first. but i shall not study todae luh. lol. start tmr. aniwaes talked to meihuhi and xf ydae. talked abt some crap. lol. meihui didnt brainwash me and i dun think she is capable of it luh. okaes den shall blog later or sumthin. tatas.
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wo ai kunda =D

Sunday, October 05, 2003

hahs. ohh i decided to listen to my gay. ahhas. i so miss my gay though. mani things are to be said to him. but the mani things are better left unsaid. chim. LOL.
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hrms. darn long time nv update already. aniwaes sch on tues was okae luh. fell aslp thruout jo teos lesson wakin up with a headache den cont. thru out the dae. after sch was goin to town. but when we were standin outside class i was talkin to jayne while some bitch pissed me off. tt bitch shd knuw whu she is. and she shd realie stop suckin up to ppl. where is her pride. guess she has none. just cos she wanted to hug ling. she was just screamin at me cus i was standin in front ? come on luh. get your fuckin facts clear. i was standin dere even before u came. if u are so in tt need to touch ling dun u haf the sense of decency to walk up to her. screamin just made u a bigger bitch den u were. my dae was ruined cus of u. bet u were happi.
went to town with jayne ling mun pei gerry kim qb. gerry kim and qb left to go hos alone though. den the rest of us went munn's mudder's shop to put our bags first again. den we went to eat. ahhas. and dis lao bung spilled the hot soup on jayne. suprisinli jayne didnt scream at all. hrms. but tt lb not bad also luh. her mudder help her wash jayne's uni dedn she went to iron it. and she paid for jayne's food and treat us drinks ! den we went hos and fh. den me and jayne went to cut hair at this dunno whut place with nice ppl. but my hair got not much diff luh. den my headache bcum worse wanted to take cab but in the end took bus back with gerry ling jayne and qb. which sumone else said somethin in the bus pissin me off again. ahahs i think i was havin a fever tts why got bad mood luh. aniwaes reachedd home bathe and evrything took my temperature it was 38 degrees. so went to see doctor and found out tt i had tonsilities(?) den had 2 daes mc. went home and called jayne ard 10. ahhas. and i can still talk to her til 12. den went to slp.
wednesdae.
woke up at 1+ den ate one piece of chicken den took my med. and went back to slp. hahs. sucha pig. den slpt til ard 7 lidat den my dad woke me up. took temperature again. 39.6 ? hahs. den put icee over and all tt. but increased to 40.3 insrtead. madness. ahahs. den called helena and jayhne to come for my funeral. den went to slp.
thursdae
just like the dae before. ahahs.
fridae
didnt go to sch also. cos my fever was still runnin. but it cooled off ard afternoon. and it was my mudder's bdae. ahahs. den slacked ard watchin tv and all tt til ard 6+ den went down tp the bbq pit with my mudder. but i wasnt allowed to eat anithin cus i was sick. blahs. jayne arrived ard 7+8. we watched tv den went down again. den jayne ate. and i onli can eat bee hoon. lol. but i dun care still anyhuw eat. and jayne was commentin on the ages of my mudders frens and all. ahahs. den all the food tt jayne ask my dad to cook will either disappear or it was chaota. LOL. aniwaes jayne went back ard 11+. den the other ppl went back ard 12+. den i slpt at 1.
saturdae
woke up earlie. dunno why. couldnt slp. den went to my ah ma's house. den went for branch and came home. den ate med and fell aslp again. til ard 2+ den gerry called me. talk to her until she reached her turn. den bathe and evrythin den left the hse for cath. reached church ard 4. den had the make up cath class. borin. den suppose to go town and meet my peabrain but i felt sick again. so in the end didnt go. so sorry peabrain ! we hafta postpone our seoul garden trip to another time again. cus even if i went i wun be able to eat.
sundae
woke up at 9+ and went for cath class. combined with kim's class again. ahahs. me kim and charlotte were talkin thruout. den came home. den watched tv til 2+ and fell aslp again. den tutor came ard 430. wakin me up. had a stupid dream though. bleahs.
aniwaes these few daes i've been so sick. but i miss kunda ! but im not as mad as kim. omg. i read her blog until i wanna vomit blood. ahhas. but nvm luh. she will get over it soon.
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wo ai ni, kunda