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samm THE bitch.

name: samantha see
age: legal 18
loves: kamenashi kazuya, odagiri ryu, kindaichi ONEONE, kiritani shuuji, ishida yuuya. ohhcheapryo ! ohhsuspendedkusano !
wishlist: my admission.


the associates

agnes
chienhui
dong
gerry.
jayne
joe
kim
meihui
pamela
pei
qb
richelle
teresa
yun


to articulate.




the history

01/01/2003 - 02/01/2003
02/01/2003 - 03/01/2003
03/01/2003 - 04/01/2003
04/01/2003 - 05/01/2003
05/01/2003 - 06/01/2003
06/01/2003 - 07/01/2003
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09/01/2003 - 10/01/2003
10/01/2003 - 11/01/2003
11/01/2003 - 12/01/2003
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02/01/2004 - 03/01/2004
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Saturday, August 30, 2003


hrms. went to malaysia todae. quite fun luh. was takin pics of all the seafood with rich's fone. ahahs. shd be goin out with her again tmr. cus her bdae. wahahs. hrms. nuw i got my line back. been msgin like mad. ahahs. aniwaes its just one more dae. and i used like whut ? onlie 50 msgs out of 360 ? shall not waste the 310. lols. anywaes reached back ard 7. shall go and make my specs tmr. so i can have a clearer view of energy. hrms. but dun think it can be done by wed. nvm. as long as by the concert i got my specs can luh. ahahs. okaes. needa call helena soon.
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Friday, August 29, 2003


ohh yuh. kim just reminded me to blog tt we saw randall tan in cine todae. hafta admit. he looks better in real life luh. and he so doesnt look 30. he looks more like 20 ? ahahs. and binny turned red and was practicallie droolin with kim. and kim was tryin to follow him. ahahs. i think if she din have soar throat she wound have screamed.
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hrms. sch was okae todae luh. mass was kinda borin though. din do much but watch the bball match the whole time. and dong was the commentor. lols. after sch went for lunch at lips with helena and binny. yes i knuw. -lightbulb- lols. but gerry had to accompany ling home first luh. so lidat luh. den gerry was late to watch the movie with us. watched 'down with love' lols. the shuw is okae luh. but kinda borin at some parts. den gerry was sittin one chair away frm me cus we wanted to put our legs on the chair. den halfway the movie was so borin we started kickin each other. ahhas. den i put popcorn down her pants frm the bottom. ahahs. after the shuw we walked ard. den met ling mun and sim. and dong kim and pei. den met jo goh and tricia tan oso. hrms. ling is fierce and scary. ohh yuh. met my peabrain todae ! after huw mani yrs. ahahs. met my gp11 oso ! another one veh long nv meet oredy. hrms. miss all of dem luh. den went to heeren with helena gerry binny jo and tricia. den met winnie and melsie. den went home ard 545. den met kim and pei in the mrt station again. den me gerry kim pei went back together. nuw waitin for my tutor to come. blahs.
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Thursday, August 28, 2003


blahs. my dad cancelled my line. im shit angry. told him huw mani times not to cancel it. i want all my contacts back. darn it luh. aniwaes sch was fun luh. laughed all the way in sch todae bitchin abt 5slashes. ness is so poor thing i swear. after sch went for lunch at the old sch coffee shop again. den went to study at macs with jayne and gerry. was laughin. den dere was dis mad man. came and sat nxt to us and asked us for one dollar. den we din knuw to gif him not. den he kept sayin he wanted to eat fries. den he looked at gerry str8 in the face and gave the pitiful look sayin "i want to eat french fries .." den we laughed like mad. den jayne was starin at the table in frnt with the other ij girls. and they had lotsa fries so jayne was like 'can u spare some fries.' lols. the whole thing was just shit funny luh. in the end we oso bought the french fries for him. den qb reached ard 545. den dan reached at 6+. i left ard 630. mudder fetched me home so like yuh. ohh yuh. and saw carmen charmaine and meixiang in macs oso. den charmaine paid for my ice cream. cus i felt broke after the french fry thing. ahhas.
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Wednesday, August 27, 2003


hrms. todae my mudder is in a haha-fied and vulgar mood. ahahs.
in the car we were talkin abt my fone.
mudder : so are u gonna get back your fone ?
me : dunno luh. ask papa wanna go sch and take for me not.
mudder : u want him to hear the lectures huh.
me : yuh tts why i wanted to call uncle ah xiang instead.
mudder : whut. u wan him to go and and 'fuck' here 'fuck' dere is it. u will be marked for life.
me : LOL.
den she cont. crappin. she was touchin her ear den she realised tt she onlie had one side. den she was laughin to herself tt she took one off and forgot abt the other.
mudder : aiya. tell u luh. i got dis sickness called 'craft'
me : whut ? whuts tt ?
mudder : Cant Remember A Fucking Thing. -LOL-
okae luh. my mudder is crazy luh. and i left my wallet at gerry's hse. crap.
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ahahs. enuff of jayne's invades luh. im bloggin todaeeee. whee. im at gerry's hse nuw. seem to be alwaes comin nuw a daes. at first din wanna come todae wan. but came cus of sumthin. ahahs. im so mean. okae. aniwaes whut happened on fridae is updated in like kim pei dong gerry and qb's blogs so i dun needa sae animore luh. ahahs. other den the fact tt i din knuw qb was so scared man. she was hidin bhind gerry most of the time. ahahs. coverin eyes and ears. ahahas. sat stayed at home studied and rot. ahahs. den sundae had tuition. den went out. forgot where i went though. den mondae came to gerry's hse oso. ahhas. ydae jayne update for me oredy.
so have been quite okae dis daes. lifes been rather normal. ahahs. todae in the bus me and ling laugh at gerry until wanna die man. she's still in her fantasy world tt evryone wants to marry her and tellin us all her love stories. lols. den went for lunch with gerry ling and sarah khor. hrms. lols. okae.
gay number one. : yuh. 2 more daes to our 3mths anni. hahas. but like yuh dunno luh. i knuw u're goin thru a hard time and all. i understand. and u shd knuw im alwaes here for u rite ? and though we've been driftin far far apart u knuw i understand u the most. ahahs. -bhb- but yuh. hope u'll be better after all tt's gone thru your life. dun worry i love yuh gay.
gay11. : ahhas. ahahs. im givin notes to all my main gays. so must sae to u. haven talked to u in a long time too. ahah. but u knuw i miss u the most riteeee. ahahs. love u too gay !
gay12. : u ah. no comments. huw can u type my link wrong huh. ahahs. okae gay i shall link you to prove my love for you. ahahs. even though i forgot u and gp11 with me huw long oredy. ahahs. din count. but u knuw tt your all equallie imp to me rite ? ilu gay !
hrms. just wanna catch up with my gays. ahahs. have been driftin frm evryone in the world. ahahs. and im alwaes veh serious in class doin my business plan nuw. ahahs. and grace is so nice. shes encouragin me and givin me ideas. not like others whu tell me to wake up. ahahs. jayne is on the verge of slappin me though. and binny sae she will onlie support us if we name it after her. lols. dream on. ahahs. but i serious abt it ! and veh enthu too. wheeeeee. ahahs.
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Tuesday, August 26, 2003


sam wants me to update for her.
shes been at the dental today.
the person said her teeth r rotten.
and need to be all plucked out.
she said she cnt eat. (awwwww)
yupps, she wants to say tt sch is boring.
and she love fatty teo's lumps of wobby fats, black bitch coat of black paint over her skin and yappy nice smelling shirts soak with "water"
yupps, thats abt it.
and she say she cnt wait to see me tmr. x)

btw,
jayne sweetie here.

Friday, August 22, 2003


hellooo samm!

its 11.09pm.
bet u all r still in the cinema. hahs.
im so bored. and im a loner online. bored. -pouts
alrights, am going off to watch tv/listen music/slp. hahas!

samm loves jayne :) , goodbye!

Thursday, August 21, 2003


jacky chan or what
J^J> ah li is me
J^J> xiaotao is sam
thir\AWAY> i prefer xiao tao to be with ah li
phuckdown> yuh
choke-> isssssssit
phuckdown> LOL
phuckdown> and she ends up with her whut
J^J> duh
phuckdown> which is gd !
phuckdown> ahahs.
J^J> why u say
phuckdown> lols
J^J> im so happie
phuckdown> tmr last epi luh
phuckdown> i think
J^J> i'll eventually end up with u
J^J> AAHHAHA
phuckdown> -PUKE-
J^J> ure gonna say
phuckdown> LOLLLLLLLLLL.
J^J> DORTS
J^J> ahhaha
phuckdown> ehh i omost saidit
phuckdown> but din !
J^J> i got tell u all i got new movie ?
phuckdown> i saw the ad !!
phuckdown> woah !
phuckdown> u must earn alot den
J^J> yah check out my nose
phuckdown> looks bigger lehh
phuckdown> why huh
J^J> hes looking for e pics again
phuckdown> yuh
J^J> cos i went to enlarge it
phuckdown> his lookin for the negatives
J^J> i was wearing false teeth in the show
phuckdown> hahs
phuckdown> no wonder so str8
ahahs. all our crap. anywaes. ard 45 mins to gerry's bdae ! countin down the mins to her bdae man ! ahhas. im so nice.




ohh yuh !
forgot to blog sumthin !
mr tan chopped his curry puff away !
and he was in a gd mood cus we were praisin he nice hair.
with the puff.
LOL.
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omg !! just watched h v. rourou is sooo poor thing ! i feel so sad for her man. wahahs. my mudder just saw whut i typed. and she just burst out laughin. LOL. hrms. sch was fine todae luh. ran the stupid 30 rds durin recess. but as usual cheated like mad. lols. the way celest plays bball is so ballerina-fied. ahahs. okae den fell aslp durin eng. so i think lyt gave up on me oredy cus she knuws i was slpg but nv sae anythin onlie. ahhas. anyway after sch went to eat lunch with gerry jayne and qb. binny lent me money. ahahas. she is so gullible. she actuallie believed we were goin fishin to celebrate gerry's bdae tmr. dorts. anywae came home after eatin. not in the studyin mood anymore. damn. anywae tmr is gerry's bdae ! yay. dunno where we're goin yet. but hope she'll enjoy it ! wheeee.
b i e z a i r a n g w o m a n i j i a n !
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Wednesday, August 20, 2003


DORTS. so fast. chehh. his back oredy. loser. wanna run away oso dunno huw to run longer. useless. ahahs.
ohh yuh. i was on the fone with gerry earlier todae. ard 5+ 6 ? den her ah gong ask her whu shes talkin to den she was like "wo zai gen wo den nan peng you jiang hua. ta she taiwan ren chong na li da dian hua lai de. sui yi hui hen gui ! ke shi ta shuo ta huo fu. bu yao dan xin." LOL. shes so full of crap man. but sumtimes without her realie damn sian. and just cant help. but love her man ! ahahs. cannot let her knuw though. shes just cute luh. ahhas.
=finalie dun wanna blog animore. sign off for the dae=




omg ! ahahs. my mudder told my bro to be independant. den he just took his pillow and his piggy bank and ran away frm home. LOL. tt mad man. ahahs. okae den i shall not open the door for him even if he rings it. lets just see huw long can he stay out ! ahahs.
peabrain : independant does it remind u of sumthin ?
ahahs.
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ohh yuh. and pe was okae luh. for once with tjl its okae. cus she din realie do much todae. aniwaes. i wanted to blog abt sumthin. but i so forgot. darn. ohh and jen chu did sumthin stupid todae. when her class ended she walked to our door den she just stood dere holdin her bks with evryone expectin her to sae "thank you girls" she said "gd afternoon girls". damn she blur. ohh yuh ! binny i linked u oredy k ! stop naggin !
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hrms. im bcumin guai-er and guai-er. alwaes comin home earlie nuw ! wahahas. gd man. suppose to go study with gerry jayne and qb at 7 but i think i dun wanna go oredy. its in tp. so far. and sumore jayne's like "if u all see me dere means im dere luh. if dun see me dere means im not goin." den qb is like "3 of us study onlie like so funny lor. one like so -forgot whut werd she said. but sumthin like extra luh.-" to me and gerry. so since lidat. i shall not be extra and go and study with them. im not tt bhb. i dun like to self invite either. aniwaes. den wasted time sayg where to meet and evrythin. den in the end i went home myself. or just went to the busstop myself. den met momo der. den she left den binny came. took the same bus as me cus she goin j8. ahahs. to meet ahems. so at least i had company for a while. den heng i came home in time to catch the energy part. aniwaes. not in a gd mood nuw. isowantedtoshoutslpscreamatyouandthruwudownwithyourstinkinattitude.duntakemeforgranted.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2003


wheee. yao ah yao ah yao. yao dao wai po qiao. wai po jiao wo hao bao bao. jiao wo ji xu yao !
ahahas. todae was quite a okae dae for a tuesdae. cus i hate tuesdaes. all the periods suck. but todae got 4 periods free. ahash. so quite fun. but todae class was so drama. ness cut belle's hair. den belle tot ling helped ness. and cut lings hair. and ling was okae at first. but when she saw huw toot it looked. she burst out cryin man. den she went to the toilet. den she called her mudder. and her mudder called theodora tan. den jo teo took charge of the matters. den belle is nuw suspended until she gives a letter on huw she wants to change. okae .. ness got involved sum huw. and was suspended for the dae. but dunno if it will last. after sch went for lunch with ling gerry and jayne. den qb joined us. den went to tp macs to study. den left earlie cus we were suppose to go to gardens to study at 7+ 730. but jayne's mudder din allow and ling had to celebrate her sister's bdae earlier. so cancelled. ahahas. so nuw im online. and watchin h v ! tt shuw rawks can. ahahs. i like rourou man. but she so poor thing ! hiaks. shall update later. and jayne was irritatin me like mad ! singin the stupid song. "magic stick ! -WHAT WHAT- magic stick -UH HUH UH HUH-
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Monday, August 18, 2003


hrms. came back str8 after sch. sarah came to my hse to ate maggi mee. den she left ard 4 lidat. ahahs. she was on the phone with lotsa shit. ahhas. messed up man. anywaes. nth much happened todae. and i was chosen for the obs thing so tts why i here ! ahahs. heng ah. i din even pack man. if chosen den i die !
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Sunday, August 17, 2003


[fridae]
sch was fine. art was fun. mr tan was nice for once abt my art. but after sch was shit. my money got stolen again. tt phuck bitch was just burn under the fires of hell man. den at bk had to borrow money frm jayne. darn it. but tennis was damn fun. it was so funny can. kept ka chiao-in helena. ahahs.
[sat]
went to jb for lunch. ahahs. the seafood dere is shit cheap. den mrs nics called me. abt the obs crap. i dun wanna go ! as some stupid reserve to like just go and "look at the grd" at least. madness. im not so free. i dun wanna miss out on my lessons ! lunch ended up to walkin ard den dinner. den reached home ard 10.
[todae]
mad hair dae
ahahs. its was a damn haha-fied dae man. kept laughin at all the weird hairstyles. hrms. all the hairs ended up lookin weird after the "professionals" in jean yip did it. all like the different colourful birds walkin ard. while gettin ppl in tpc to donate. met lotsa weird ppl. hrms. carmen donated money to me though. so nice. ahahs. meixiang was so "chio" todae can. ahahs. after finishin the stickers and sellin the bkmarks in tpc. went to jayne's hse to wash off the colorings all over our hair. den went to town. den returned the donations things. den went bk to eat. den went heeren to take neos. den walked ard. ahahs. still lookin for jayne's bdae present. she finallie saw a wallet tt she realie likes. hrms. den they went pac plaza i think. but i decided to go home. ahahs. den in the end reached home at 830.
jayne : im a tennis racquet !
ahahs.
bro : -jumps ard the sofa pullin the pillows on it-
dad : u better stop it nuw ! stop spoilin it ! i just bought it. wanna spoil oso next yr den spoil den buy new one !
-_-"
anywaes. havin lotsa fun nuwadaes. whee.
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Thursday, August 14, 2003


bloody hell luh. type evrythin den my com come out some shit icon tt cant close and hang and evrythin disappeared. forget it. as i was sayg. just came back frm ah ma hse. and saw the phucked up faces. and diao him. ahahs. so shuang. anyway mr tan was bein an ass todae. makin me redo my art over and over again. den the career talk thing was quite fun luh. and im the high i personality. i think i suit high s more lehh. im a flowergal ! ahahs. and as expected helena is a high d. while gerry and jayne are high s's. aniwaes left earlie cus suppose to go for trainin. but tt bloody roshiela din come. and she din even tell me she wasnt comin. phuck her. may she rot in hell man. den in the end nv go. den renjun sae nuw dun go for gradin beta. cus onli 2 wks left. blahs luh. anywaes shall blog tmr. feelin tired. lazy to blog. tatas.
ohh yuh. and i was talkin to kenny. and the minute he knew i was frm ij. he was like "u better not turn crk ah !" LOL.
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gerry the chiobu invades
i love gerry she is so chio.
'just call me name and ill be thereeeeeeeeeeeee'
oh gerry ur so fine ur so fine u blow my mind




whee. in the lab for eng nuw ! ahahs. researchin on lesbians. ahahs. laughin like mad luh. my partner is gerry. while jayne is just sittin here crappin. cus a certain curly haired black "beauty" doesnt let her partner angelina todae. ahhas. gerry and jayne are talkin abt shovin things up. lols.
me : im deprived of sex ! AHAH.
gerry : den shove dis nuw luh ! -holds the mouse-
gerry : no ! the keyboard !
jayne : huw abt the com monitor ?!
after a while.
me : its highli addictive !
lyt : whut are u all doin ?!
LOLL.
ahhas. jayne doesnt knuw whut is poverty ! wheee. gerry was laughin at her own song. just nuw in class she was goin mad. singin the "just call my name !! and i'll be dereeeee.-high high HIGH-" the glass omost break man. ahhas. heng nv.
nuw jayne is singin. gosh. pray i dun go deaf.
anywaes ydae was borin. ahahs. after sch just went home to slp. and i cooked my own lunch ! first time man. dunno whut i put in the noodle oso. not even maggi mee. sum rubber man noodles.
maybe will blog later. but not much time. goin for careers thing. den flyin off to sji for trainin. den flyin to ming's phucked up hse. but for my ah ma's death anni. 7 yrs oredy. sumore 7 mth nuw. 7 is such a unluckie number. wheee.
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Tuesday, August 12, 2003


hrms. haha. just saw the post with jayne invadin and got a shock man. hrms. ydae jayne was complaing to me huw pathetic her dinner was. nuw shall complain. mine is worst den her. dun even haf anythin left to eat. and maggi mee oso no more. my hse is pathetic. suddenlie no more food ! shall go ntuc to restore it soon.
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jayneeee the sweetieeeeeeeee piee invades

wheeeeeeeeeeeee*
samm loves jayne!
and jayne rawks samm's world.
righttt? -nods-

enjoying the time of our life just the 3 of us us.
me gerry and samm. hahahas...
funn mann... kayys shall go do other thing alr... tatas everyone!

//end of invansion




hrms. din talk to my peabrain in the end. cus fell aslp. too tired luh. sorry peabrain ! =D at gerry's hse nuw. wheeeeeee. ahahs. todae was okae luh. just tt i was damn tired after geog. and nuw a daes grace keeps tellin me huw quiet i am. ahahs. not bad whut. but the worse thing was i fell aslp durin lit man. woah. jo teo was complainin tt tt is my workin attitude. ahas. helena had detention todae. and when we passed her while goin back den we decided to accompany her for a while. den we were talkin and laughin abt helena. and huw poor thing she was tt she was hungry and onlie had some smashed bread. ahahs. den suddenli we heard some boom boom sound. den the fat one appeared. and started scoldin us. sayin all the crap. and whut birds of a feather flock together. blah luh. and say whut we oso evrytime break sch rules. pui her luh. she evrytime shuw her body luh. todae wear some low cut crap shirt and squeeze her own neh for us to see her line can. but she so flat no matter huw much she squeeze no use luh. bitch. scold scold scold. funniest part abt lit is when pamela came in late. she was fiddling with her bra hook while talkin.
pamela : "sorry miss teo. i had to go toilet. cus my bra hook come out !" -grin sheepishli. and continue fiddlin."
me and gerry burst out laughin. and we were hidin bhind the stupid small little lit bk. ahahs. lucki nv burst out laughin. we dun wanna be pigs dinner. kunna is nice man. ahahs. evrytime talk she will scold grace. ahahs. gd girl. shall give her swts tmr. ahhas. ohh yuh. went to tp inter for lunch. den went to borrow hp frm sam chua. den met carmen the all. lookin at carmens normal bra totallie reminded me of pamela. LOL. whut a "yandao" bung man. hao man orh. anywaes. nuw shd be gonna watch the edison shuw with gerry and jayne. wheeee. life rawkers nuw. shall be a nerd and do my eng hmwk later. ahhas. den lyt will treat us better.
helena is in the bus nuw goin home frm detention. HAHA. nvm its worth it whut. rite ? -winks-
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Monday, August 11, 2003


hrms. called my peabrain oredy. but shes eatin. told me to call her back at 1130 sharp ?! cus she got lotsa things to tell me. lols. lidat no needa slp oredy. blahs ~ ohh yuh. jen chu praised me todae ! she says she can see the effort im puttin in bio ! whee. ahhas. passed bio and physics. so happie can ! decided to realie study oredy. cus i feel so motivated to see myself pass. wahahs. ! pass all my ca's dis month. dis is a gd month ! wheeee. love it !
wheee. hapiness is to be fought for !
ohh yuh. quoted frm gerry in class. when evryone wanted to blog abt her not wearin any underwear.
gerry : -flaps her hands up and down- "blog luh ! blog ! evryone blog !" LOL
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hrms. ydae's beijing dim sum buffet rawked. told jayne i'll bring her dere one dae. lols. and eat until so full and i still went to swensens to eat ice cream. gawd. i feel like a pig. lols. jayne saes i am one.
todae sch was fine. and gerry din wear her underwear todae. she saes its more coolin. lols. den durin chinese me and jayne got a total shock frm pei and dan man. we were like talkin. den they like listentin to us lidat. and we din knuw. den we sae sumthin abt love. den they str8 away turn and "whu love whu !" woah. my heart skipped a beat man. lols.
after sch went to pizza hut with jayne and gerry. hrms. not bad. lols. den went to the library to borrow books on flowers. ahahs. for art. den went macs to draw. til ard 7. den met sharon and accompanied her to nokia servicin. den went home with her.
jayne just called me. and said my peabrain ask me to call her. and its urgent. hrms. wonder whuts so urgent. shall call her str8 after i blog finish. ahahs.
waitin for helena to call me. ahhas. to tell me things. hope she calls soon !
ohh but cannot. needa tok to my peabrain. lols. anywae.
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good luck helena ! waitin for your gd news.

Sunday, August 10, 2003


// I was so lonely until I met you babe
You were the reason and I wanted you to stay
Now it seems so long and you're back again

You were my first love you'll always be the one
You light my darkness and
You're brighter than the sun
I'm alive when you're in my world baby

I'd love to promise you my heart
I never want to be apart

Without your love without your love
My lonely soul is left behind
Just say you love me one more time
'Cos I would never last a day I'd fade away
Without your love

Give me a reason and I'll be there for you
Give me a sweet smile
Just to make my dreams come true
'Cos you're everything
You're the song I sing
All the joy you bring to my world baby

I'd love to promise you my world
I never want to be apart

Without your love without your love
My lonely soul is left behind
Just say you love me one more time
'Cos I would never last a day I'd fade away
Without your love

And all of your happiness is mine
Just say you love me one more time
I couldn't last another day I'd fade away
Without your love//




went to ikea ard 7. seems like the bed i realie wanted is too high for my room. -sulks- darn man. and they just dun wanna adjust the height for me. damn ikea. den went for dinner. reached home ard 10+. realise ive drifted frm a total lot of ppl. hrms. even my gay. nvm. i shall not think abt frens tt i had or whut i had. but shall think abt whut i have and whut i'll get ! wheeee. happie still. cant be bothered with anythin anymore. those whu cant be bothered i shall not bother too. not sae i have nothin else. ng meihui doesnt appreciate the present we gave her. swear i'll not give her anythin anymore. hrms. dunno anymroe. feelin grouchy dis time of the nite. shall blog in 12 hrs time. when i wake up maybe. goin for tim sum buffet at ps with richelle. shall look ard. might buy the converse shoes tmr. shall think abt it.
=sign off=

Saturday, August 09, 2003


wheee. just reached home frm suntec. went dere for lunch. at koishinbo. hrms. den went to the arcade. den went converse. and todae finallie bought a sofa. frm some dunno whut shop i forgot the name. im gonna miss my old sofa. its so comfy. hrms. den came home liaos. goin to ikea later. i wanna buy new bed ! and i wanna buy a pair of converse shoes. 89 bucks. with my 20% discount thing shd be ard 71 luh. pray my mudder will buy it for me. wheee. lols. shall update later. jayne is dyin to knuw my p.word for blogger. LOL.
=sign off=




ohh yuh. was michelle meihui and xuefen's bdae. so triple celebration. whee. real tired. -snores.-
=sign off for real=




hrms. just reached home luh. the brownie cake thing in the end realie smash man. am feelin so tired nuw. keep typo-in. eyelids keep wantin to close. my gay no. 11 is my stead for the dae. and no.12 is stead for tmr. and mh is my stead for sundae. lols. im goin mad. hrms. went to meet dem=xf mh no. 11 and 12 and swan at 5. den met venetta and andrea dragon. and after these 2 left. 2 guys came.=charles and wilma(?) forget the name luh. lols. den ate at marina bay til ard 9+ den took train down to raffles. den went to mm. den met dawn and jena. and soon after met poh too. hrms. think i drank i little too much. so im feelin damn slpy. cus xf wanted to see me seh. but in the end she seh. lols. mad luh. met jaron, gerry's cousin and her gf dere too. den met some other guy joel dere huh. madness luh. den mm was borin. so left and went to drink at the macs outside dere again. den dere got lotsa policemen. dunno why oso. den swan needed to reach home by 1130. so at 1130+ i shared a cab with her luh. lols. lidat she paid more whut. nuw im struggling to wait for wqyl. but im realie damn tired. argh. shall slp til late tmr. blahs. update tmr luh. damn tired to type oredy. and my gay no. 11 has my discman !
=sign off=
to see you all so close realie hurts me. but to watch silentli at a side is all i wanna do.

Friday, August 08, 2003


happie bdae ng meihui !

stupid pig. hrms. dun feel tired nuw. but shd be gonna slp soon. realise i can turn nocturnal very easilie. hrms. miss my gay. he sucks luh. dun wanna go with me for mh's bdae thing tmr. den i dun feel like goin animore ! will be so extra man. miss my peabrain loads too. very long time no cantact with her. its harder to keep in contact with my phone spndin time with some huge mass bitch.
=sign off=
i love you. you are not mine.




wheeeeee. just woke up. slp in the afternoon after puttin down the phone with gerry. lols. feeling hyper nuw. din do much todae. ydae was just damn funny luh. rawked man. lols. ydae after comin out of the com lab had eng. den sch end oredy. lols. after sch jayne and gerry were aruguin. and jayne being the stronger wan naturallie won and pushed gerry on the floor causin the table to drop. lols. and onto lings leg. den gerry's shoe got thruwn out of class. den clarabelle took and and threw it down. den cassandra threw it up. and it got stuck on second level. den had to go down and take. inthe end i help her take up wan. lols. im so nice. den went j8 for lunch. went my gps. den went my gp no 11's hse. den baked. it was so damn fun. lazy to blog oso. lols. den after tt went home. prac the whole dae jayne was singg the "wang bu liao" song and combin her hair. dois.
=sign off=

Wednesday, August 06, 2003


god. nuw jayne is even lookin at her fridae profile ! shes so gone. i swear. LOL. and shes starin at her photo. den suddenlie she points at herself and shouts : PHUCKFACE ! look at dis stupid phuckface !
LOL. shes mad luh. psycho wan. lols.




ohh jayne is so brave. she came back and nuw is still surfin the net again. wheeeee. she made me sae it. ohh. simone go sent out too. lols. nuw i hafta admit. jayne's real brave. shes even updatin ydae's entry nuw man. mad woman. lols. chehh. but im realie bored nuw luhh. bio. im like -clueless- messed up man. lols. waitin for jayne to teach me the htmls. and the java script thing. wheeee. cant wait for the bakin session later. mrs chu is nuw givin us time. shes not talkin to us.
mrs chu : okae nuw. u look for things nuw. i dun talk to u.
belle : u everytime sae u wun tlk in the end talk so much wan !
mrs chu was walkin abt den jayne haven close her screen. den the page was loadin. so she so scared. faster off the monitor. lols.
mrs chu : clarabelle can u pls sit down ?
belle : mrs chu. pls let be walk abt a while luh. my arse hurts.
LOL.
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wheeeee. in the lab for bio again ! wahahs. jayne just got sent out cus she got caught surfin the net. and here i am still bloggin. wahahas. shes suspended frm class for 1 period. played rugby durin pe todae. rawked man ! wahahas. esp. cus tJl not dere so i can play. todaes game was realie damn rough man. i think cus of me and belle. my grp won both games. ! first one with belle and second wan without. lols. cant believe we won the second wan even without belle. lols. ive got scratches nuw like all over my hands. but it was realie fun ! den we all went to bathe makin the toilets flood. i was muddy and dirty. but felt good. ahahas. shall update later. too risky. wheeeee.
gonna meet my gays later. just cant wait. wheeee. gerry and jayne shd be comin too. its gonna be so fun. hope mh doesnt get angry cus we dun want her dere. lols. its a gay thing whut. we're havn a gay reunion. she shdnt disturb. hrmphs ! ohh yuh. my bro got bashed up in sch. cus he owes some guy 60 cents. come on. he has 60 bucks. kiam shit. cant he just bring money to sch !
=sign off=
would u believe tt im serious if i told u so.

Tuesday, August 05, 2003


happie hatchdae kim. hope u enjoyed your dae.



three more daes to her bdae. wheeeee.




ydae was borinn. but had 5 free periods + physics. lols. den jayne was being psycho and all usin the scissors singg the "wang bu liao" song. lols. she has talent for actin as those psycho woman in those cheena shuws man. wahahs. ydae's wqyl rawked ! ohh god. kunda was so darn cute ! he is seriousli becomin cuter and cuter. better and better lookin man ! -melts.- lols. tanglin sucked ydae. waited 2 phuckin hrs. went in for 5 mins and came out. waste of time. bleahh.
todae ended sch at 1005. den took a bus down to the so-empty-for-once town. cus it was too earlie. den walked ard hmv to wait for marche to open. the new jay cd rawks lehh. the songs are kinda nice. -screams- lols. den ate the savoury crepes at marche. ohh god. shd haf shared it with gerry man. i eat haf dun wan oredy. omost vomited. so zhe lat. den went to cine to bowl. den rachel bought us drinks. so nice. wahhas. den went heeren to walk walk again. den went to marche again. den gerry's cousin joined us-gerry me helena dong kim pei dan rachel- and ate ice cream dere. den slacked til 5 and decided to go home. 15 ppl shared for kim's mambo bag. and she bought some vcd with the remainder 20 i guess.
me and my gay no 11 got the same pair of shoes ! same size sumore ! wheeeee. -grins- tmr goin to her hse. with gay no.1 and no 12. wahahs. gerry might be comin though. she sae she see first.
ohh yuh. durin ss gerry so banged herself. lol.
gail seow : i do you go. you are mine
gerry : -sings- i love you and u are mineeee. -LOUDLY-
gail seow : no. not your geraldine.
LOL.
in marche. sumone's hp rang with the x-mas ringtone.
dong : HOHOHO. merry christmas. -damn loudli-
evryone burst out laughin leave the person whuse phone rang to stare at her. lols.
and the whole of todae gerry was busy professin her love for me. lols. shes crazy. and jayne cut my hair ydae ! shes madddd. psycho again luh.
hrms. im glad i redid my maths ca. if i din redo i would get 7 and the half. but after i redid i for 11 and the half ! wheeee. -jumps ard.- my chinese marks are satisfyin too ! wheee. finallie passed. and got a 72. wheeee. okae. decided to study hard for gd grades. and tryin to con my parents into buyin the jay's cd and e3 for me ! wheeee.
=sign off=




happy hatchdae kim !! may you have worms to eat every year ! puckkkk !

Sunday, August 03, 2003


ohh yuh ! watched abit of f-generation just nuw. keita is gross. he polished his nails black. is he a fag ? lols. and i cant wait for energy concert. lol. saw the e3 cds ydae. so nice. and i found out tt energy for 5 albums ! whut the hell. as in diff packagin. if im a true energy fan tt will buy all i'll go brokee. lols.
=sign off fer real=




ydae was funnnn. woke up ard 1030 and went out. went to fat lia's hse first. den left for town with rich auntie cecile and fat lia. was bitchin abt ming's phuckin gf in the mrt the whole time. lols. den walked ard town til ard 3 den when to mariott for high tea. thought i was goin to meridien instead. but ended up in mariott. lols. the high tea dere rawkers. variety was like "WOAH." nv seen so many things for high tea b4 man. hrms. after high tea went to cut taka to check out my sch shoes. but dun haf my size. the woman told me to go centrepoint instead. so went far east to cut hair first with rich den took a bus to centrepoint. cut hair at quickcut instead of pointers. i soooo regret. i so shd haf gone to pointers instead. my hair looks like crap nuw. its too thin. and i haf no more fringe. and a helmet head. damn. went to royal sportin house in centrepoint for my shoes. finalie bought it. but its like just nice onlie. cus dun haf size 7 onlie got 8 which is too big. so i settled down for 6. after tt walked ard dere til 8+ 9 lidat den my mudder came to fetch me and rich. went to chinatown and walk ard. ate lala. lols. and ice kachang. and went to fat lia's hse to stay with rich. found out lotsa things man. =X felt kinda disgusted though. nvm. fergedit.
woke up at 9 dis mornin for cath class. mudder came to fetch me frm fat lia's hse. den saw kim. lols. after cath class went for lunch at lavender street. ate the dumpling thing dere. lols. the wan on holland village the china girl do wan. lols. rawked. den reached home ard 1230 den slacked til 2+ and had tuition. tt's all for the dae. my life is borin.
gerry : lols. im as abnormal as you !
=sign off=

Friday, August 01, 2003


bleah. some shit is wrong with my blogger. i cant publish my last entry man. doRts. ohh yuh. lols. todae gerry was so paiseh in class. after recess we can up and todae since we sat together we were doin rubbish together. den she was foolin ard until i noticed someone starin at her the whole time. and i whispered to gerry : ahem has been lookin at you the whole time u knuw. and the best thing was gerry's reply. ahahs. gerry was like "i knuw., tts why i dare not look dere." den we started laughin like mad. lols.
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ahahs. kim gerry and dong just left my hse. dan was here for a while but left much earlier. hrms. we were playin mahjong until we were goin crazy. ahahas. was video-in dong. ahahs. she looked so stupid. and kim was totallie goin mad. singin like crazy lidat. ahahas. but dunno where did tt helena disappear to. i wonder. ahahs. mahjong was so fammit fun. tt idiot dong won 5.10. so much can. darn. nvm luh. at least i won. ahahs. won 2.10. while kim and gerry lost 3.20 each. ahahs. den when they were gonna go home kim was all busy professin her love for my bro. lols. shes mad oredy luh. lols.
hrms. ydae was lala-fied. pft was madness. did like shit. bleahh. hope can at least get silver. ahahs. okae lets see whuts my pft results.
2.4km - 15.07 [gerry : LOL.]
sit-ups - 37
incline - 17
standin board jump - 176
shuttle run - 11:8
sit and reach - 38
crappers luh. hrms. and helena is so trainin for the army man. lols. her pft is madness. she is crazy man. hrms. ahahs. dong slid and tore her skin on her feet. and while washin it in the toilet she was screamin and cryin as though she was givin birth. ahahs. so poor thing. after pft ydae went to tp food court for dinner. ahahs. bleahh. have been eatin maggie mee since ydae. sians man.
nvm goin for some high tea tmr. ahahs. im officiallie totallie broke. damn. must find ways to get money soon. ahahs.
half day on tues. half dae on fri. nxt wk rawkers. ahahs. hrms. haf been tryin to get mh but just cant seem too. phuck worried for her. nvm. forget it. ahhas.
wed was weird. qb got damn angry just cus we wanted to go and eat in the food court instead of long johns. maybe its just her time of the month. lols. aniwaes went to study at macs. even though we chased her to the inter she totallie ignored us man.
Heartless
Heartless
I pitty you...


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