Monday, June 30, 2003

bleahh. whut a nice dae to start my sch life man. first dae of sch and jo teo catches me for my hair. must dye it back black. when its not even obvious. heng yuting got lend me her black spray. shall spray b4 goin to sch tmr. wahahs. after sch came str8 home. dammit tired. tmr cannot come str8 home oredy ! so sad. tmr got trainin. nationals are comin man. 2 wks time. and i haven started trainin. prepared to lose man. hrms. just put down the phone with fran. was talkin abt trainin tmr. shall fight randori. bleahh. shall update tmr. watchin wqyl nuw. they holdin the yu-gi-oh board. lols. so cute.
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Sunday, June 29, 2003

ohh yuh ! scoldin eunice abt the lijun thing todae. i think nuw she scared of me. heard frm meihui they all tt she omost cried. but i was too pissed to care. and just walked off. lols.
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ehh wahahs. woke up at ard 10.45 in the end todae. den bathe ate and left to hse to meet meihui. was late by 10 mins i guess. den went to marina square to get my belt. den left to go to the sports hall oredy. hrms. it was kinda okae luh. din fight though. just went to watch. lynn won diana and got gold. diana got nothin ! wahahs. -mean.- charmaine actuallie won jing lehh. kinda shock but at the same time kinda expected. lols. contradictin man. but charmaine got gold in the end. ehh sae my gp. talk to him a while. and his teacher in charge tot i was a guy. like whut the hell luh. and chin hua's guy fren oso tot i was a guy and actuallie asked him "ehh why your guy fren so girl wan." shit him luh. den evrytime i went to talk to my gp. he just hadta come and cock ard luh. den i just left and talked to charmaine and carmen instead. hrms. just realise tt carmen they all play bball. and alwaes see qb ard tp cc ? hrms. nv heard qb talk abt dem though. den left the place at 6+ with meihui. and took 24 all the way to amk. den meihui left to buy her socks. and while i was at the bus stop waitin for 159. i met charmaine they all again. and diana was dere sumore. bleahhs luh. hrms. i think charmaine and diana are goin man. lols. woah. won xl's money in daidee todae. shiok man. lols. but 2 bucks onlie. blah. feelin veh tired nuw man. and got total headache and flu. shall blog again tmr.
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Saturday, June 28, 2003

hrms. got woken up by my mudder todae at ard 11 lidat. cus hadta go to ming's hse to eat lunch. duo yi cooked prawn mee. and went to check out ming's new car. hmm. came out as consolation prize on 4d todae man. was so fammit tired. cus slp ard 2.30-3 last night. crappin online with gerry and jayne. lols. after lunch checked out ming's car and talked abt his weddin den went home. came home and watched tv and went to slp. wahahs. den slp for ard 1-2 hrs and woke up at 6. den was slackin online until jayne called me at like 8+ to go hougang point and meet her for dinner. went and met poh and qb too. three of dem were all in black and i was all in orange man. lols. like standin out within dem lidat. den nuw just reached home. hmms. thinkin abt lotsa stuff nuw. i feel as though im realie avoidin. i dun even feel like goin tmr. cus i wanna avoid. why haf i become sucha coward. i myself do not knuw. woah. by if im goin tmr den i hafta wake up at 9 luh. den meetin meihui in the sports hall itself. feel like just standin at sumwhere and try not to be seen. i realie wun knuw whut to sae tmr. blah. feel like a wimpppp. hmm. jayne poh and qb ate at kfc and i just watched and soon jayne made me pay for 2 cheese fries. she just loves to spend money for me man. idiot. lols. den we went to poh kim and the three of dem were starin at the tv screen cus jolin's mtv was on. but i dun realie like jolin so i wasnt tt engrossed. and i so swear poh's turnin pl. lols. shes goin lala over jolin. she was usin her phone to take pics of all the jolin cds. den we went home. so i just reached home. hmms. meihui just called me. the com starts at 1. bleahh. shd i goooo. okae. decided to go buy belt with her first. den after tt i shall think abt it. changed meetin just oredy. she just called me. so i'll be meetin her at 11.30 at bishand mrt station. more time to slppp. shall wake up at 11 den ! wahahs. yay. happiness. yet i still dare not set back on msn. its either i set away. or i set tt im offline. why am i doin all these. i do not knuw.
gp : realie dunno whuts goin on nuw butttt. i shall see you tmr and see huw is it. but i dunno huw to talk to u. i dunno anythin oredy luh. whuts goin on with me. i oso dunno. ydae was not a real gd dae. i dunno whuts with the diff emotions in the diff places. but yuh. i realie dun mean it the way u think so.
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wahahas. ohh yuh. forgot to sae tt i found out sumthin frm meihui. hmms. lijun actuallie thinks tt i tagged her blog to scold her ? pls luh. get a life. im not so free. if i wanna scold u i woudl haf signed my name off dere. and i dunn use f*** ?! i use phuck ?! so whuts your prob. think b4 u talk luh. but if u realie think its me den just approach me man. dun piss me off further dis way.
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thursdae 26/6/2003
lols. totallie slacked my dae thru. hmms. re-readin my flame of recca. not bad. hooked on to it all over again.
fridae 27/6/2003
todae !!!! woahhh. finallie im at todae itself oredy. long long update man. goin nuts typin. lols. hmms. todae got awoken by my dad. he was excited abt cookin his duck noodles. lols. hmms. after tt left my hse ard 11.40 lidat to go meet kim and gerry. reached at 12.25 i think. lols. den went to far east by which kim and gerry went to hse of stars and i went to cut hair. hmm. my dad saes got totallie no diff. and he's scoldin me for not cuttin shorter. =\ after tt they were suppose to buy present for me. but soon kim's wallet went missin ! lols. so we went on a total wallet search retracin our steps frm stadium and goin back to stadium again. den finalie to the info counter. and der while makin a report someone called kim and said tt they found her wallet. omg. she is so dammit luckie can. lols. den by the time she got it back was ard 2.40 already. so i had to leave to meet fat lia, richelle and johnathan oredy. after tt went marche for lunch. until ard 4+ den went to centrepoint to walk ard. after tt took the mrt back to hougang with richelle and fat lia. hmms. bought mani stuff frm marks and spencer man. wahahs. den went to hougang mall walk ard den went home. reached home ard 9. den bathed and here i m. wahahs. finalie updatin my blogggg. wahahs. so mani ppl ask me why i so long nv update my blog oredy man. so nuw. gerry and ling : i update oredy wors ! yay. like finalie rite. and dis post is like so long. cus its for 2 wks ?! wahahs. hmms. must sae realie lotsa things happened durin this 2 wks. i nv talk to my peabrain like since my phone for confiscated again ? sad. sobs. hmms.
gp : dunn even knuw if your readin this. but if u do rite. just to tell u. i knuw we haf drifted like a lot. i dunno why but i guess we're both too busy for a talk. but just to let u knuw tt i'll always be here for u to crap when your tired k. cya on sundae den.
ling : i knuw u missed me luh. lols. stop denyin. i keep sneezin. and it must be you. LOL.
gerry : hmms. okae i've updated oredy. so be happy for me k. lols. one load off !
kim : wahahs. yuh. like finalie man. after a long time not touchin my blog.
meihui : stop callin me a pig. i've updated oredy k. so shuws huw hardworkin i am. so im not a pig ! wahahs. cya on sundae =D
okae i shall stop crapin. ohh yuh. last thing. i'm realie into flame nuw. i like flame like best among j-pop oredy ?! wahahs. flame rawkers man. woahhhh. aniwaes the hols haf been 3 wks. but it feels like 3 daes. cant wait for the sept. hols to come man. wahahs. shall look forward to it. and shall try to update on regular basis frm nuw onwards. cus its realie hard to update all at one shot. keep havin to stop and try to remember whut i did. wahahs. hmms. until tmr i shall update ! whahas. last dae to slack tmr. shit. lols. had to post my updates seperateli. guess its too big. wahahs.
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sat 21/6/2003
woke up at 7 to go and meet gerry and qb in tp inter. den went to merlion city to meet kim and her cous. reached ard 8+ 9. den went for breakfast at suntec's bk. den i made a suggestion to gerry to bluff kim we saw 5566 in crystal jade. and gerry actuallie realie did it man. lols. den we walk walk and see kim when gerry was still on the phone with her. so kena bang can. den went back to merlion city. in this cab with a weird cab driver. lols. den reached tt time. cut queue like mad. with joan. lols. hmm. guess we made frens with her. den in the end we cut until end up in frnt lehh. woah. not bad. lols. den queued for like 7+ hrs. and they finalie came. wahahs. renfu said thx to me 3 times without realisin ? i was like wth luh. lols. den make frens with mani other ppl too. dated them to go queue for energy when they come. LOL. but had this super irritatin girl tt kept sae "joker" i so wanted to slap her man. ard 6+ gerry they all left for sentosa so i left with some girls i just knew to go to rich's chalet. heng got one girl goin tamp. can take with me and ease my boredom. lols. rich's chalet was quite fun man. lols. found out tt at the age of 18 some are actuallie quite chidish man. pitato lent me her boxers to go swimmin. wahahs. and we were playin with chick bones. hmms. den lotsa things happened luh. shall not elaborate. wahahs. whut a nice dae. wahahs. so funnnnn.
sundae 22/6/2003
woke up ard 11 to leave the chalet. wahahs. went to bk for brunch. den went home. and had tuition ard 2+. den slacked ard.
mondae 23/6/2003
slacked ard the whole dae. den went for dinner in jb. whut the hell can. 5 hrs journey. for a 1/2 to 1 hr dinner. left the hse at 5+ reached the bloody place ard 8+ 9 ?! can die. den eat until ard 10 den left the place and reached hme at 12+. madness. went for uncle eric auntie julia uncle ng and uncle reddy. plus my fam luh. terry and joshua din go though. kinda hope they went cus long time nv catch up oredy whut. wonder huws my fav. gay best fren. wahahas.
tuesdae 24/6/2003
went to make my ic todae. hmm. dad cancelled my han yu pin yin name on the ic. he said it would look uglie. wahahs. so did lotsa paper werk for it. troublesome man. den went to eat den went home and just slacked ard.
wednesdae 25/6/2003
hmms. was slackin at home and online and decided to call jayne abt claire's party thing. lols. den ard 3.30 left my hse to go and fetch jayne frm her hse to go for the councelg thing with me. lols. guess it was kinda fun. so jayne sae nxt time can ask her come with me again. besides joy din mind. hmm. and as usual i was bein the love kpo downdere. lols. and they were tellin me abt their love life again. hmms. but this time jayne oso kpo with me. lols. and she totallie joined in on tt man. den i did sumthin real stupid. i asked yiying abt her and her bf.-jeremy- den i sae until so loud den jeremy was just the other side and yiying said tt they broke oredy. omg. jayne just laughed like mad. while i so totallie wanted to dig a hole and jump in man. talkin abt councelg stuff. i kinda miss cleo man. lols. long time nv contact her oredy. but dunno if she contacted me cjus my fone's with jo teo. hmms. after councelg. went to long john's for dinner with jayne den qb joined us. den went home and reached home ard 9+ lidat.

omg. the new blogger thing is so phuck ugly. i got a total shock when i signed in. wahahs. too long nv update oredy i guess. hmms. realie veh long nv update oredy. actuallie i updated evrythin on mondae. but my dad came and just click my window close b4 i clicked post and publish. i so wanted to faint man. wahahs. okae shall retype evrythin nuw since im in the typin mood.
monday 16/6/2003
went to sch for the lamest thing. ipw project. totallie for nothin. they made me wake up earlie in the mornin to go to sch for like nth ? just ended up slackin and eatin. bleahbuhss. den sumthin happened to gerry. shall not elaborate. but she wun be able to celebrate mudders dae for herself animore. wahahs. den after tt went to long johns with gerry and jayne to eat lunch. den i left earlie to meet my fam. -rich, mudder, father, bro, fat lia.- went for high tea at some hotel den john came to meet us for high tea. den he left to meet his gf. den went to sit cable car. LOL. abit weird luh. but yuh. and went to sentosae to watch the fountain thing. fammit nice man. got fire wan lehh.
tuesdae 17/6/2003
woahh. my bdae. lols. went to town to meet dong gerry and kim. heng i din go on time man. woke up called gerry. den took a cab to gerry's hse. and went to town with her. met dong first den kim came later ard 2+. had to pay for kim's tix cus she die die oso din wanna watch ju-on. lols. bought the 5.30 tix in lido. went to sakae to eat first. den went for the shuw. lols. dong was so maluated when she was the onli one in the whole entire theatre tt scream. we ended up laughin man. lols. den ju-on felt more like a comedy. but at certain parts it was damn borin. so wanted to slp. after tt wanted to watch whut a girl wants in cine but walk all the way dere the cinema closed. bleahh. so spoilsport man. den we just went home.
wednesdae 18/6/2003
woke up earlie to go and watch the 10.10 movie with my gp. watched the in-laws. lols. whole theatre onlie had 7 ppl. but it was okae luh. yuh and my gp is mean. bleahh. den went home and leave the hse to go for the clown thing. but went all the way dere. was cancelled. so just went home. and belle called me. like again ? for the bloody ipw crap. it totallie sucks.
thursdae 19/6/2003
had to wake up earlie again for the ipw project. which turned out to be useless again. and i so totallie hate ipw man. alwaes make me waste my slp for nothin wan. belle told us to meet her at 9 for proj. at 1030 we called and she was still at home. givin us some stupid excuse tt her mudder got heartattack and will be comin later. den we wait until ard 1040. decide not to wait animore. den me jayne gerry and qb left for the inter. saw belle in the inter still eatin bread can. me and gerry were like "phuck." and ran dere. whut the hell man. den i went to gerry's hse. until ard 2+ den took a cab to trainin. after trainin went with siti and roach to orange julius for a while. den went for the clown thing. and helena actuallie came to meet me dere lehh. woah. so nice man. den on this very dae itself i guess i bonded more with yiying and glenna. wahahs. they told me manie stuff luh.
fridae 20/6/2003
bloody helena came earlie in the mornin 8+ to fetch my bro to her hse for her ipw. wth. den come and ka jiao me onli. hm. woke up at 10+ and went for dental. den came back to bathe and flew to bishan to meet char. to get my 5566 vcd for the autograph session. lols. den after tt flew to hel's hse. den shared a cab with gerry and her siblings to go home. den ard 6+ lidat left the hse to go meet gerry kim and her cous in town. cus 5566 was makin a guess appearance for the shin thing. den went for dinner with den at kfc. which gerry malued the shit out of me.

Sunday, June 15, 2003

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boreddddd. wahahs. did some quiz. so sad with the results man. evryone shd do and see huw it goes.
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hmms. do oredy tell me your results man. den i can tell u mine oso. i feel bored bored bored. im startin to like flame. LOL. okaes .. but i still prefer lead the most. wahash. okaes den. shall update later. ohh yuh. talked to belle last night. for dunno huw long. told her kinda lotsa stuff man. just pray she wun sae anithin. wahahas. but since i told her i shd trust her ! wahsh. k den. shall talk to my gp soon. suppose to talk to him last night. but he fell dead aslp. wahahs. miss my peabrain lots. suddenlie ?! lols
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Saturday, June 14, 2003

blah. talked to gp til 230 dis mornin. wahahs. and cus my fone low batt kena cut off den i dare not call him back. wahahs. bsides he had to wake up at 630 lehh. so gd luh. lols. den my mudder woke my up @ 1030 and nagged again. den went with her for breakfast at macs. den went to sch. and in the bus met ling and gerry. den met mun at the bus stop and waited tog. for simone and all of us went to class tog. in class were crappin all the way. and waited sooo long just to get the report bk. waited for abt 2 hrs man. bleahh. my class position is 24 ?! got a shock. tot i will be like last. but my results still suck luh. realise my class is kinda slack. but they are nice ppl. wahash. decided to start studyin. seriousli start studyin. realie dun wanna be a bloody retainee. bleahh. shall start on my maths hmwk tmr. and im gonna buy a geog 10 yr series soon. yaysie. im in a nerd mood. i needa talk to jayne suddenlie. bleahh. talked to angelina over the fone a while todae. den tt idiot watch ju-on oredyyy. suppose to watch with me wan. nvm. shall find my gp. tt is if i can go out. lyt thinks tt im playful. madness. she thinks tt the whole class is playful luh. nvm. shall stop here. til sumthin good happens. wahahs.
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Friday, June 13, 2003

darn. lyt called while i was slpg. and since she din get me. she called my mums office. and fat lia isnt makin life easier. called my mum too. received 3 calls frm mum scoldin me and hangin up. crazy woman. and nuw i cant get my fone back tmr oso oredy. cus no one is goin with me for the parent thing. dad oso called to nag. he was naggin naggin den suddenlie he said "tape shuw for me" i was like "huh" ? whut is wrong with him man. madness. den talked to gerry over the fone for ard 1-2 hrs. den talked to my gay partner on the fone for a while. im 87% pure and 59% gay ? gp made me do all the quizs. spent my whole dae ydae finishin my tsnzw. wahhas. 15 vcds in one dae. not bad. watched til 5 dis mornin. mum just set curfew makin me slp at 12 evrydae man. but like i will listen to her lidat. blah blah. im grdedd. fammit. on my bdae nxt wk i oso cannot go out. i think all i can do is go for trainin ? mad luh. trainin on my bdae. huw funnnn. damn.
i wanna go and watch movies sumore. up to nuw onlie watched finding nemo and whut a girl wants. but i wanna watch ju-on. bleahh.
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Wednesday, June 11, 2003

woah. my dad is so nice todae. my mum was complainin abt givin me chances for my results and my dad was like "u think the exams very easy huh ?" i was like woah. okae .. den nuw his tellin me tt he dun wanna stress me and just do my best .. i feel so sad nuwwww. damn.
dan : wo men yao gai guo zi xin
gerry : wrong ! we must turn over a new leaf
me kim dan : isnt it the same ?!
gerry : no ? huan guo xin ye.
dots. lols. madness. but i think i remembered the han yu pin yin thing wronglie. but ard dere luh.
bleahh. my dads bcumin nice suddenlie. dunno why. hiaks. feel sad. even my gay partner dun wanna talk to me anymore.
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Tuesday, June 10, 2003

life sucks. results sucks. evrythin sucks. shuwed my dad all my papers. den he just told me ""your mummy gonna cane u oredy. be prepared" den he went out. dots. i feel like shit. whuts with my results. i intend to study durin the hols. i shall not go out. i dun wanna be a retainee. pray tt i dun retain. so i shall study hard frm nuw onwards. but i think maybe even if i retain i shall not act big and think tt evryone has to respect me. damn. im so ssad over my results. must study. shall learn frm helena frm todae onwwards. she did dammnit well. i can just faint lookin at my results. bleahh.
so mani ppl failed man. and i onlie passed 2 subs. why cant i pass eng. ! 5 more marks den can pass. quite a lot luh. pray they moderate all the marks ! i tot i would haf done better den last yr. but i did worst. shit.
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Tuesday, June 03, 2003

had a pourin out session to jayne earlie in the mornin 2am. lols. talked abt lotsa stuff tt i din expect myself to tell anione.
den was awaken by helena wong at 11 am in the mornin. idiot. she called and asked me to go town with her. den i was dammit tired.
me : "whut u wan luh ..." -half aslp-
helena : "go town with me !"
me : "HUH ?! u no needa go dancin meh ?! u wanna go town !? HUH"
lols. i had sucha shock tt i imediateli woke up man. den met her and gerry in town ard 1215 lidat ? took a cab down cus i was late .. lols. den met kim they all. after tt me gerry and helena went to lips and eat. den walked all ard town .. bought a shirt and slippers ! spent ard 60 + ? couldnt find berms .. and im in love with dis pair of nike shoes ! so nicee. my gay partner said he will pay half for me lehh. lols .. but dunno if he realie will lehh. but if he realie does i'll be fammit happy ! wahhas. -prays tt he will.-
steph called me abt tmr. needa pay up for the carn tix oredy. damn. and i onli sold one ?!
and tt tmr got ipw. shit man. i told wee kiat to go for the clown thing tmr lehh. nuw if i tmr go for ipw and dun go for the clown thing i will pungseh him. and his goin cus i ask him to. die. feel like ponin ipw. yay. my proba is ended. -cheers-
feelin fammit tired nuw. shall go and slp soon.
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Monday, June 02, 2003

ydae went out with jeanette to town. woah. first time goin out with her man. den after tt went to tp meet jayne and mj to study bio. ended up eatin and talkin onlie. and laugh laugh laugh. den reached home at 8. and talked online to my gay partner til 1030 lidat den when to slp cus i listen to himmm. wahahs. -guai-
todae woke up so earlie. den my mudder fetched me to sch by 645. go sch den in class got nobody. so i went to slp. ard 7 the twins came. and kncked my table damn loud and woke me up. wahhas. so i went to talk to dem. after tt had bio cum physics mcq. it ended at 815. and i was talkin alot to claire. until 915. durin the talk with claire i realised alot of things. i feel stupid. i feel cheated. i feel anger. wahahs. but whu gives a damn luh. after bio paper went home with gerry ling and ange. me and ange were ccrappin like mad on the way home. reached home and went to slp at 1 and woke up ard 330 to go meet my mudder. but ended up on the phone with helena til 435. which i found out even more things.
rah. dun get why did helena hafta lie to me before. but nuw i knuw evrythin. my ego is damaged. i haf no more face man. shall dig a hole and hide inside. feels good to talk to claire. shall talk to her sometime soon again ..
hmm. talkin to my gay partner and my great mind think alike partner nuw. my gmtap is consolin me. feels nice to tell her evrythin. and i loveeeee my gay partner. wahahs. his so nice. so gay partner. remember k ! cannot die and leave me bhind k ! wahahs. dis time i nv type wronglie. wahhas. love you onlie k gay partner. muahh.
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